A really bad day is coming up..
And all my 'friends'
aren't even there fer me..
I ask fer help and get nothing.
Tyler basically hates me.
I think Anna and Joshy are my only friends...
Ryan is dating Ashely and is bragging to me how theyre partying and getting drunk at his house... :[
Sigh.
Im all alone as usual...
I knew I shouldn't have put my all into one person.
This time I have no back up plan...
This is what I wish fer...
- Someone who gives love back
- Someone who wont leave me fer a younger girl
- Someone who understands I am not perfect
- Someone who can help me, someone who can save me
- Robert McCracken hahahah ♥ I wish....
- Someone who randomly calls me, to say sweet things, and If I don't answer they leave me cute voicemails.
- Someone if we fight they will talk about the problems
- Someone who would write cute things on their myspace fer everyone to see ♥
- Someone who will write me cute tweets fer me to wakeup to.. &talk to me all the time on there
- Someone who will hug me and kiss me when I cry
- An all around beautiful emo boy ♥
The last time; almost 3 years ago when I wrote a list; It gave me Alex ♥ but that list was all physical, but it was SO exact.... blond hair dyed black, bright blue eyes, chubbiness... Then 2 months later I met him...maybe this mental list will come true.. I hope... ♥

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