11.16.2009

Cos Baby I'm not alright when you go; I'm not fine.

I'm so sad.
A really bad day is coming up..
And all my 'friends'
aren't even there fer me..
I ask fer help and get nothing.
Tyler basically hates me.
I think Anna and Joshy are my only friends...
Ryan is dating Ashely and is bragging to me how theyre partying and getting drunk at his house... :[
Sigh.
Im all alone as usual...
I knew I shouldn't have put my all into one person.
This time I have no back up plan...
This is what I wish fer...
  • Someone who gives love back
  • Someone who wont leave me fer a younger girl
  • Someone who understands I am not perfect
  • Someone who can help me, someone who can save me
  • Robert McCracken hahahah ♥ I wish....
  • Someone who randomly calls me, to say sweet things, and If I don't answer they leave me cute voicemails.
  • Someone if we fight they will talk about the problems
  • Someone who would write cute things on their myspace fer everyone to see ♥
  • Someone who will write me cute tweets fer me to wakeup to.. &talk to me all the time on there
  • Someone who will hug me and kiss me when I cry
  • An all around beautiful emo boy ♥

The last time; almost 3 years ago when I wrote a list; It gave me Alex ♥ but that list was all physical, but it was SO exact.... blond hair dyed black, bright blue eyes, chubbiness... Then 2 months later I met him...maybe this mental list will come true.. I hope... ♥

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