Today was insanely boring.
Mum and me keep arguing.
I talked to Ryan today..
I'm so scared about what I say to him cos he gets so mad if I get emotional or act 'stupid' =[
I know he doesn't love me anymore.
And I dont love him in a romantical way anymore...
Just a friendly way...
He took me out of his top &his about me...
I feel horrible. :[
I can't beleive just a few months ago I was really hopping he'd ask me out again... -sigh- Sorta glad he didn't...
And on top of that I think me and Tyler are growing appart.
Things aren't the same.
He doesn't send me pics anymore..
Hates talking to me on the phone &always has some excuse why he doesn't wanna talk to me..
He doesn't tell me he loves me unless I say it first...
No matter WHAT I do he gets pissed off..
All he does is respond with 1 word answers or just doesn't respond at all.
He probably found someone else.
I mean hes a rock star. I'm just a wanna be. =/
And;; I also miss my panda I thought ignoring the panda would make this all easier... but it doesn't... at all...
Fuck this I'm texting him tomorrow.
After Ty ditches me; I swear I'm done. And I MEAN it this time.
Never loving anyone again.
Family guy is the best thing that happened to me today. :[
-Chrissy.
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